It is the soul that matters

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

me me me...

It’s been long since I have written. Now I wish to write something about myself which I myself don’t understand. I am a very moody person and many a times do many crazy things just because I am in a mood to do that. People do call me mad at those times. But, I know that once I do what I want to, I am happy.

But there is this feeling which I don’t understand…it’s like…the first second I wish to run away from wherever I am at that time. The next second I wish to stay there. Third second, I wish to go far far away…..fourth second I want to go home….fifth second, I want to be with loved ones….the next second I want to be alone….next second, I wish to eat lots…but don’t feel the same in the next second. I mean its something like…I am not happy with whatever I do at that moment but am unaware of what would make me happy. I really hate when such a time comes. There are lots of question marks. Nothing convinces me then…..No material….no person….just nothing.

Weird….isn’t it? Does anyone else feel the same?

Posted by Nats :: Tuesday, May 23, 2006 :: 4 comments